Still can‘t hold it on my own but playing around with it.. 🤣

Not giving up 🤣
I feel like I am afraid to be in the air because my body kind of doesn‘t know what its supposed to do up there 🤣😅
So I am working more with the wall to try to find that point to balance

My day 14
Starting to lose hope 😅
Even started crying today after trying it for so many times 😅

My day 13
Still not there but I feel like im getting sloooowly somewhere 😅

My day 12
Still trying to get the right dose of kicking up strength 🤣
And again falling on purpose and I kinda like falling now 🤣👌🏻

My day 11 🙃
Because I was soooo afraid of falling I decided to learn to fall and I feel like that helps a lot 💃☺️

Day 10
Still not able to kick up 🫣🫣🫣
But naybe it wasn’t the best idea to try it almost after 2 hours of training 😂😅

Day 9
Still looking for that right place to balance 🤣

Even though I didn’t manage my handstand today I had an improvement in my backbend which felt really good.
Doesn‘t feel as unnatural as it used to be 🎉

Day ???
Did it on Wednesday but forgot to post it.
It was a very bad day and I felt awful and thought lets train a little maybe this helps to cheer up but instead the forearmstand and the handstand didn‘t work at all and I was thinking about giving up all the handstand/ forearmstand training 😅🥶
So the first picture is a handstand with one arm on the pole and one arm on the floor which is something I CAN do 🤣🤣🤣
Second is my very bad attempt at the forearmstand 🥶